Ugh. Today is totally one of those days. But really what day recently hasn’t been? I have no officially had a KILLER headache for 3 days straight. It is really enjoyable. If it is a brain tumor… could it just kill me already? Thanks.
We are trying to get approved for this 2 bedroom, 2 bathroom duplex down the road. It is decent on the inside… but it’s small! It’s like 900 sqft! For… mom, David, 90lbs chocolate lab Dakota, Chihuahua/dachshund Lucy, and kitty cat Tiger. Cramped! Sharing a room with bro man wont be too much fun, but hey… at least we will have a roof! I can’t complain, and I’m not really… it will save us about 500$ a month… and that's AWESOME.
You know it irritates me beyond belief that mom is hounding me daily about how I need to get out there and start looking for a job… well hello Nancy, I am doing the exact same things you are to find a job… if it isn’t good enough for me, then it isn’t good enough for you! If I need to get off my ass, then so do you dear mother, so stop fucking complaining and lead my example. Thanks.
David is still doing awesome in school. I am so proud of him. He comes home everyday telling us how much he loves his teacher, and he loves school. That’s NEVER happened before. I am so happy that he’s doing ok. I am so proud of him.
I need a vacation. Yea… I know people always laugh at me when I say that… what do you need a vacation from you do nothing everyday… yea well that doing nothing is taking its toll. I just need to get away from mom and David for awhile… I just need to take a break and get my head back on correctly. I just need to go somewhere, and think, and pull myself back together.
I feel SO lost. I feel like I am watching everyone live their life, and I am just an observer. I feel… like I have so much potential, if I would just do something about it. I wish I had someone… could definitely use those hugs and kisses right now.
This blog is so damn depressing…I know… and hopefully one day soon I will be able to start filling it with stuff other than my fucking crying. Soon…
THEND
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