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Have you ever been so bored with life that you just never want to wake up, because you KNOW that nothing worth happening will happen…

I could really use a sugar daddy. Someone to take care of me financially, so I can just focus on school… because honestly I’m ready to buckle down and get this freaking degree! I am looking into changing my major… from Psychology to English. I think I would enjoy it a lot more, and it would actually be a bit more useful to me. Plus I think I would feel less stupid in an easier major.

David is doing good in school this year. I think this might be his break out year. His teacher is really something special, I like him a lot. David also has a new best friend this year, Sarah. I like her a lot. She is pretty much apart of the family, she is over here almost everyday.

I keep feeling like I’m a waste. I hate myself on a daily basis. I really do not like this feeling. bleh.

I am lonely. Maybe that's another reason why I never want to wake up… not so lonely in my dreams!

Ok this is just sad. lol. I am done  complaining.

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