Well… it has been awhile since I have written a blog… lol. I haven’t started going to church, but I have been thinking a lot about all of that, and I have even been preying in my own way. I think that’s better than nothing.
I have officially lost about 25 lbs since January. I am not quite sure how, I haven’t been working out or doing anything special really.. but that is still good. I feel more comfortable and more confident in my own skin, and that's all that matters.
I have gotten mostly all of my school stuff taken care of, I am just waiting for my two grades form CityU to be added to the transcript so I can order the final, official transcript from them for USF. I got instate tuition which is amazing! That means my classes won’t be a SHITTON for one class! woot. I am really excited to get back to a campus, but really nervous at the same time, as it gets closer and closer to the start.
I still am living the life of the unemployed, and it bites… but there isn’t much I can do. I have been picking up some babysitting job’s every now and again and that has been nice. The money is pretty decent, I just wish it was a bit more consistent.
I totally dropped my phone in the pool last week, and since then I have been using the ancient ass phone from 2004… and it makes me really sad. lol. I am up for my new every two thingy and I can get the new Motorola Rival in Purple for 30$! So that’s cool, when I get that 30$ I shall get that phone! haha.
I finally got my car registered in the state of Florida, I am an official resident… after a year! Amazing! haha
JB and I were doing awesome… and guess who fucked it up.. yet again. ME! But this time is was really, really bad. I don’t know if he will ever be able to forgive me, but I hope he can. I hope that we can get back to where we were, I hope that we will make it. I don’t know what I would do without him. He’s got some stuff going on there in Bama, and I want nothing more than to be there with him, helping him through it all… and I go and do this stupid shit, so I can’t be there… he doesn’t want me there… and I get that, I probably wouldn’t want me there either right now. I don’t know who that person was that did those things, because it sure wasn’t me… I don’t cheat… ever. WTF is wrong with me, that I would do that to the one man that I love more than anyone?! How could I have done that stuff. seriously. I just hope he knows how truly sorry I am, and how much I truly care for him.
Ok well I guess that’s all for now… not much is going on. Just figured I would update the good ol’ blog for anyone that reads it.. or cares… or whatever. lol.
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